This is my personal story about losing someone I loved the most in the world, how I found it difficult to survive after the loss and finally how my deceased loved one himself helped me overcome it. I am talking about my uncle, let’s just call him SS for now. I lost him in April 2013 after a long history of Kidney problems. I think I did everything possible and I mean “everything” possible to save him, but I couldn’t.
I consider myself a strong individual who is capable of handling anything. Death has always brought a temporary numbness in me, but I have never wept for ages for someone or anything like that. But this loss shook my world, I became depressed to the point of wanting to go with him. This has been the longest grieving period of my life, three months.
I was working for a finance company during this time and was happy with my job. After finishing the last rites, I joined back work to find a lot of conspiracy against me. I was asked to resign for taking unplanned leaves (which I took for my uncle). I was shocked again because I thought I will immerse myself in work to deal with the grief. I had to quit, because I had no choice and strangely I felt a sense of relief after I quit, though I didn’t know why.
I desperately wanted to talk to my uncle, take his advice so I got a skilled friend of mine to do a soul communication with him. I was in no position to do it myself. He somehow, was able to connect with my uncle’s soul (with HSZSN and the Master symbol) and asked me to ask the soul any questions I have. I asked my uncle, what’s going on with me, why is everything falling apart, why did he leave me suddenly in a mess etc. He kept on smiling, I got annoyed with him, so I told him angrily that I can’t cope with his death no matter what.
He just said one line “will it make you happy to know that I am happy?”
And instantly my pain went away. Of course, it made me happy to know that he is happy. Isn’t that unconditional love? My grief healed and he also said “I am taking away blockages from your career with me.” Five days later, I created my facebook page “Zino Athens” and my life changed forever. And guess what happened to that finance company I resigned from, they shut down in two months, they went bankrupt! My deceased loved one saved me.
Ananya is an Usui and Karmic Reiki Teacher and is also certified in Magnified Healing. She teaches and reads the Akashic Records, Oracle, Tarot and Angel cards. She is highly aura sensitive and gifted with claircognizant abilities. She lives in Bangalore, India. Ananya can be reached at http://www.zinoathensreiki.com/ and via her email address firstname.lastname@example.org.